Friday, August 19, 2011

I've been keeping my hopes unbroken

HOW DO YOU KNOW IF YOU COULD TRUST SOMEONE?

How did I know whether to trust my broken alarm clock this morning?
How did I know whether the guard at the parking lot was telling the truth about the car pool parking area?
How did I know whether was I really being missed or it was a "Just saying" moment?
How did I know whether shifting seats to sit next to a person I met last December was the right choice; that they would be of help or useless?
How did I know whether to trust friends when they said they'll do something?
How did I know whether was it helping to do a favour or taking advantage of the bond?
How did I know whether that good hug was sincere?
How did I know whether answers constructed together were right or wrong to the questions?
How did I know whether to trust blood which betrayed?

Who I am to know.. Why a couple of incidents have ended on the 17th for me?

Well, uh, to the first question, the person will have to gain/earn my trust; definitely. But how do I know whether to continue on trusting them? I'd say screw it if anything happens. Let it happen. Shit happens. Let it get messed up. Let it be the worst of everything. Let the sole purpose of trust be betrayed in the end. Then start over and adapt.

Back to square one. Life.

The dawn is fire bright
Against the city lights
The clouds are glowing now
The moon is blacking out, is blacking out

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