Knockout

Did you bring laptop? - 23/8

Hey I'll be reaching there about.. 2 plus yeah. :) - 8/10

Thank god. Hugs. Sorry yea babe. Muaxxx. Good nite. Happy! - 15/10

Okay. :) nights ling see you soon take care

Lol. U already sound drunk. - 17/10

Hehehe. *MMS of different coloured Myvis in a row - 18/10

Hi. Look left. - 19/10

Heeer! Snake! - 20/10

* was as usual trying to be the smart alec trying to explain everything. - 21/10

Okay 5 minutes

We're eating k. In sunway too

How to impress women. Definitely :) - 23/10

Hmm maybe u should stick to how to impress women. :)

Hey. Ur intro. It's awesome. But tmrw, i need to arrange my lit review and see whether u like it lor. :D - 27/10

How's your car? Hehehe

Lol. Good. L A M E! Hahaha!

Wake up. Wake up. - 31/10

Metallic silver or pearl white.? - 1/11

WHAAAAAAAAAAAT? LOL. NEW CAR FOR LING LING!?!!? WOOOOOOOOOT :D

Yih fool. Friday i holiday fool ling. Chen yih fool. Fool yih chen. Chen fool fool. - 3/11

Y she cant so sudden? Mum say i can cos i never go indian house before. Haha - 5/11

Mr Lecturer R used your name as an example. :) lol. Cause he said x and c fight about something. I said, fight bout s. :) then R said okay, x writes on their blog 's is mine', c writes 'how can you say that' etc. Teehee. I love you. :) - 10/11

But crm haven start. And all of you at philip's class. I go talk to the wall or talk to the sun? I prefer talk to the moon :D very nice :D - 11/11

When's 3rd sem starting ar? I forgot. Lol.

Sure sure dear. :) i promise. U alright? - 12/11

Yes. Nearby there. Ok. Then i go sleep awhile. Lol.! - 13/11

All because of me. No need to thank me. Give me money and we are settled. Need for speed is cool man. You damn fool. Fool yih tee. Chen yih fool. Fool yih chen. - 18/11

No please. Waste petrol. Save your petrol and time. Go sleep now. Teehee. :)

I dreamt that we were having lunch with some of your friends and mine. At the end of the meal, you asked me whether I could stay for another half a year. I replied you with a "Huh?". And then you said, can you stay till 5 something? I said alright.. You needed me to help you with a webpage project. ..... - 21/11

* flirt with me. When I passed up my paper * said ".fast.finish.stay.see.?" :( ngo hou kiang. - 22/11

5.45am: Are u still alive?

8am: I died for 7 hours. Too tired. - 23/11

I saw it after i sent you the message. I know i'm very stupid. My day very ducked up. :) Kay. Time to have dinner and study some more. - 25/11

Oh yeah. I dyed my hair. Colour colour colour. :) goodnights. See you tomorrow :)

Your sister won four awards. Finalist, cinematography, art director, and winner of the contest.

Ok thank u baby dumper hehe

8.30am: Where's our exam hall.?

2pm: What time is our exam.? - 26/11

2pm: What time is the exam?

12am: Oreo? Oovoo?

Just got home thanks for caring... - 1/12

I seee.... Hey wanna go out? Im bored at home. Yum cha? Hehe

Yeap :) hehe. Anyways, I checked the timing for Harry potter, it's either 1.15 or 4.15, so I think we watch the 4.15 one? We go there to buy tickets? :) - 2/12

Yea, i haven't seen her in a long time. She in our house? - 3/12

Hi - 4/12

Hey, tomoro dinner at aman suria, wong poh restaurant ok. At bout 7.30. If u dunno where, meet in my house first. Ok? Haha. Come k. Go there to eat crab actually. See u there k. Pls confirm u guys. Thanks! Pls pass message around k. Cos i can't contact everyone. - 7/12

I'm not free tomorrow.

Off i go. Time to check in. Dont forget to feed my mailbox if there are any. XD Talk to you soon. <3

Happy birthday from ESPRIT! We are delighted to offer you 20% off storewide during your birthday month! Present your ecc card & IC to enjoy it. - 8/12

I don't lupa kawan. I just don't reply. And I'm sorry. :( I don't text as much as I did last time. :( - 13/12

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYY MISS CHEN YIH LING OFFICIAL 18 LETS GO DRINK MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA. MAY YOUR WISHES COME TRUE. PS, SOMEONE GOT A STEP AHEAD AND I CAN'T CALL YOU. WITH LOTS OF LOVE (LOL), * THE VERY BEST - 14/12

Hahaha!! Thats..... so creepy LOL. Hope you have fun today yihling!!! (:

Happy Birthday, Chensy Wensy! Have a greaaaat one! :) love love! :D

Thank you again. :) and thanks for everything over the years la. Haha. Whenever i'm sad or need help or just crap to you. :)

Hahaha :) sure thing :) its cool we still keep in touch. any plans tmrw? :)

Hahaha. Yeap. My homeland of dramas :) hehe. You're welcome! I'll call you next week then we go out :) Christmas shopping or movie or something hehe

Go go yihling its ur birthday. Hahahah. happy birthday.

9.45am: It's SpringLing's birthday! Happy Birthday! Have a crazy ^_^xy qq day ahead and try not to fall down xD

8pm: Hahaha ya just in case xD so if you didn't fall down today you'll know who to thank xD

10.05pm: HAVE FUN yih LING! :)

10.08pm: okays. one last time, HAPPPYYY BIRTHDAYYYY YIHHH LINGGGGG!!! :) :)

WAOO. Selamat datang balik ke MALAYSIA. Is today the 20th already?!?! :) NAIS. :) :) - 19/12

I fell down twice in the same day.. But not on my bday. Hahaha..

See what happens when i wish you not to fall down xD - 20/12

Call me when you're here k? :) - 23/11

Yup yup will call. Okay. Starting my car. Hehe

Hey i'm home :)

Hey, I know I didn't wish you at 12 sharp.. These days have been ... . Things happening. Finals soon. Issues. But thank you for being through all my rants and vents but definitely not my pants. LOL. Happy 18th birthday *. Hope you carry bigger responsibilities, be strong in everything you do and lastly, don't do any shit that'll kill you. Lots of love.

I like it when you worry about me. Not because it's fun making you upset. But it's the only way to believe that you care about me.

The person that brings out the best in you and the one that makes you strong is actually your weakness.

'Cause once you go black, you never go back

She wore her hair black, with curls in the back

Then she threw that ass back, back, back

Then I fell to the mat, and after that

Everything went black

Being bad feels pretty good

Gem/jade. Putting on "5kgs". Happy-sad-happy mail.

Tutti Frutti. Dave's Deli. Pretty Bows. Body Shop. Sakae Sushi. Laundry Bar. Surprise surprise.

Coach. "Evil" scorpion amethyst necklace. Vitara. Civic. Kitschen. Esprit. DKNY.

Falling in and out of sleep last Sunday after 5 hours of sleep, talking online till 6am - sleeping again at 7.30. Sleeping at 3.30 - woken up by texts at 6.30am, replying wall posts and heading back to sleep at 9.30am.

People say that they care and appreciate. Wait for them to NEED you, that's the only time they will appreciate your existence.

It's not very hard to sacrifice everything for someone, but it's hard to find that someone who deserves your sacrifice.

Things pass, and the best we can do is to let them really go away.

Looking for Sweden.

I love hearing people's voice if I call them when they're sleeping.

Wearing formal (skirt, not pants) after 1 final exam presentation donned with a pair of slippers, driving a 4-WD ‘93 Vitara, buying food. NICE.

Wrong person to meet. Just like strangers.

Cutest gift ever.

Fill me with your lies
A product of these times
I'll leave it all behind
I'll hunt from deep inside

In my everyday, and the moment I wake up beyond me

Things got way too different here.

Define different.

I loved my week.

She had it all and lost it, now is forever in space
He circles Halley’s comet and lights up the sky like a flame
Now she's a star collector, she knows the signs
And she knows what they mean
Twinkle twinkle little dream

There's a world out there that we should see

I still remember the last day of finals/Semester 2. A Friday. I was in the library studying at one corner, same goes for the classmates. Scattered around the library. I looked out the window, at an open space where I usually park my car. I wondered, what if the pylon were to tumble?

Some came up to me when I was about to sleep in the chair. Some came "hunting" for me all over the library because my phone was low on battery. It was the last paper to sit for, and the ending to Year 1 of Diploma. Got out of the examination venue.. Waited for friends to be done. Hugged a few classmates. Had small talks. And that was it.

That told me to cherish them even more.

Went to Wong Poh Restaurant a week ago - just a small gathering.. Played Uno Stacko and Heart Attack later on. Fun.

I'm refraining myself from using the laptop for the rest of the week.. Just gonna enjoy my week. Not gonna check my results even if it comes out on Thursday either.

"Hahaha. When you have the time for me, then only talk to me."

"Hahaha, if there's fate then you'll meet." - by the person who called and sang Happy Birthday. :)

"Out we go at the same time."

#9. #40.

Where we go we don't need roads [roads],
Where we stop nobody knows [knows],
To the stars if you really want it,
Got, got a jetpack with your name on it,
Above the clouds in the atmosphere [phere],
Just say the words and we outta here [outta here],
Hold my hand if you feelin' scared [scared],
We flyin' up, up outta here.

How do you feel? That is the question

Words. What do they mean to you? Are they significant or do they linger in your head for a short period of time? Have you thought of the insignificance of the words as you read them over and over again? Does it seem like just another word? Do you feel appreciated/ridiculed by the words said?

Words that make you smile.

Words that encourage you.

Words that tell you to be aware.

Words that comfort you.

Words that make you feel like the one.

Words that betray you.

Words that fill the emptiness.

Words that put you in doubt.

Words that make you ponder.

Words that confuse.

Words that anger you.

At the end of the day, words are only words. Even a hundred words don't go through to the receiver. Even a thousand words, they're being used too commonly. Even a million words, they don't have the slightest bit of meaning. They're only words that deceive what you perceive to believe.

I'm not very nice. I've just been too nice.

I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head

Dreams

I wasn't exactly dreaming but maybe because I was tired.. I dreamt that David Cook shot one of his videos in OU. Then, I saw someone's pet in the next restaurant. Turns out to be my ex-neighbour's. I dreamt that I was texting you and you said that it was only 10pm, I could still sleep. Hahaha.

I was back in high school and the three of you; C, W, J were in class, waiting for Moral to start. I went back to my own class, got my books, took the ring that * gave which had M's name on it. I wore it, sat next to J. Funny.

After last Tuesday's dinner, I dreamt we were back in high school again. It was report card day? The teacher asked everyone to leave the class and had the doors closed. E was in the class with the teacher. Seemed pretty bad. Outside, S, C, J and I were talking and laughing - really having a good time. P was there as well, but P was an outcast.

Short J and tall J. Mid Valley. In a restaurant. I witnessed something. Ew.

My black and striking pink Lunarlon shoes - discoloured.. And the shoelaces were purple. WHAT?!

4 piercings on my right ear. Yeah, what the heck. I only have 2 piercings on each of my ear.

Slept for 5 minutes but it felt like 44 minutes. Pfft.

20/80. 76 min.

I dreamt that I was supposed to go to BU3 school? Or either a school in Sungai Buloh. For "college". Mr Lecturer offered to fetch me from BU3 every time. So okay. ... AFTER THAT. B invited me to some prom. S invited me to some dance (we were partners or something) and we'd be leaving at 2.15pm; the event starts at 2.45pm. B's prom thing was around the same time, and I think it was for our SMDU's prom. WTH? Anyway, it was both in Sungai Wang. So I asked S (who was in my OLD HOUSE's toilet?!) whether the PROM's venue and "Romanza" (supposedly where S and I were heading) was far from one another or not. S said, "Not that far. You wanna make double trips eh? Hahahah. Ask your friend to find their own date." I laughed, and said.. "S.....!"

I think the only way to truly forget someone, is if you encounter a bad case of amnesia.

Had your eyes wide open - why were they open?

I'm so bored out of my mind that I searched on Google Maps - what is the distance and how long does it take for me to reach college from my house using the LDP. 19 minutes. 14.7km.

I'm awesome.

Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,

But you never give